Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe discomfort around a single eye that persists for several hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest unusual remedies for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional episodes are handled with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a